Its that proson inside of me thats gone the proson i love is gone i wont her back that is why i am so mest up i am empty that prson that love eveyone and eveything the one that wanted the family to gether has given up and donesed care about anything. i care just anuf not to hurt my kids but in the long run i am what a fuck up i am a selfish bitch everyone else happyness hurts me to.
I AM SO SORRY