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Everyone has let me down including myself. Tomorrow is the day we find out what is happening i don't think its going to be good i am mad and scared Scott has broth to much to this marriage and i cant take anymore i am no better for him because of all this i am shitting on him I CANT FUCKING TAKE ANYMORE. His fucking kid his fucking X it wouldn't be so hard if he would do it the eze way well the eze way for me FUCK i am done. I hate this life i hate this world I hate fucking Evey thing fucking people are so fucking dum including me fuck em fuck them all i don't care that my husband is hurting cuz i am to i am sick of helping him thought it i need the help thought it i need help ....................... Evey fucking day i have something new to worry about i want my old life back i want to be somewhere were it doest hurt anymore i need to stop feeling used why do it feel bad for thing i shouldn't? why do i not feel bad for thing i should? There is something about Men that fuck me up i have gilt or something i just want to be me NO questions asked why is that sash a problem?